Hate
fear
greed
Violence
deep abiding sorrow
And yet something looms large
I feel impending doom
Is it all in my head?
For the first time in my life I'm glad I didn't have a child. The world seems darker somehow than it has been in a very very long time. I can almost feel the darkness creep out of the ground and infect everyone. Perhaps it is all in my head. Depression coloring all I feel and see. But I haven't been depressed in a long time at least not until the holidays came. Maybe the darkness was hidden or far away and I didn't see it or feel it. But my intuition is screaming that something horrible is going to happen in the world sometime soon. Of course my 'intuition' often gets it wrong or the event isn't as 'soon' as I seem to think it is.
